Hebrew Word Study – Rebellion – Marah – Mem Resh Hei
I Samuel 15:23: “For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because thou hast rejected the word of the LORD, he hath also rejected thee from being king.”
No matter what I do I keep coming back to this Scripture. Is God telling me that I have rebellion in my heart? Where have I got rebellion? Rebellion seems to involve disobedience and I can’t imagine where I have been disobedient to God. The problem seems to be that I am really not certain I am following God’s leading. I would have no problem obeying God if I knew what I was supposed to obey in the first place.
You can really light my boiler fire? If I ask you what I am supposed to do, why am I struggling and you respond by asking me: “What is God saying for you to do?” Well, Bunkie, if I knew what God said, I would not be asking what to do. I hear Christians all the time saying: “Oh, I was just walking down the street and God told to me go inside that building, someone is stuck in an elevator and needs your help.” Well, God doesn’t speak to me like that. I wish He did. I do get these “impressions” or “leadings” but generally it ends up that the elevator is working just fine when I check it out.
If I get this strong impression to get on a bus and start preaching, I will likely not do it because I am not sure I trust those impressions. Now if an angel appears before me and says: “Hey, God told me to tell you to get on that bus and preach I would use my lunch money to pay the bus fare and grab the first bus and that is not even God telling me personally, but coming from one of his messengers albeit non-human messenger.
Well, I have been getting the strong impression that I have rebellion in my heart. Now, I assure you I am not going to be rebellious by not doing something about my rebellion but I am still not absolutely sure God was speaking to me about rebellion. But then maybe I would be rebellious by not at least considering that God was speaking to me about rebellion. After all that would be pretty arrogant to say there was no rebellion in my heart and then I would be guilty of arrogance and I would need to repent of arrogance. Am I making myself clear?
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Ok, so I have a strong impression there is rebellion in my heart. Now I need to walk down that road a bit and see if it is just my imagination, my lack of sleep, or maybe that leftover whatever it was I found in my refrigerator last night. Do I really indeed have rebellion in my heart? Half the reason I feel God is telling me I have rebellion is because I have been stuck on I Samuel 15 for over a day now and I cannot leave this passage alone. So, I will just do what I do best and enjoy doing and that is deconstruct this passage and break it down into its Hebraic origins.
Saul did not commit adultery and murder like David would eventually do. Yet God forgave David before he even asked God to forgive him. The only problem with Saul was that he was just disobedient and it did not really seem that bad. He was supposed to have destroyed all the livestock of the Amalekites as well as the Amalekites, men, women, and children and then execute the Amalekite king Agag. Well, he had no problem killing off the Amalekites including women and children but he did not destroy all the livestock, nor did he execute the king.
The Bible is not clear as to why Saul did not follow through with the command of God. Initially, he denied any wrongdoing. It wasn’t his fault that the people kept back some of the spoils, but at least they were using it as a sacrifice to God. Yeah, like a big deal. The people would not have to sacrifice any of their own livestock as a thanksgiving offering to God for their victory. Not only that they would get to feast on the meat at no expense to themselves, while at the same time, God gets His sacrifices. Talk of a win-win situation. Of course, it supposedly did not cross King Saul’s mind that if a sacrifice doesn’t cost you anything is it really a sacrifice? To King Saul, the sacrifices were nothing more than a religious ritual, to pamper God and stay on His good side. What difference did it make whether it was an Amalekite lamb or a Hebrew lamb? A lamb is a lamb for heaven’s sake. Why slaughter a perfectly good lamb when you could save yourself the expense of sacrificing your own lamb? The Amalekites were dead, they didn’t need those lambs anymore.
As far as King Agag goes, why put him to death? He was no longer a threat. He would remain a prisoner to King Saul for the rest of his life. He would be kept under guard and dress in some clown suit or any way King Saul orders and appear at King Saul’s parties as the stooge to be mocked, ridiculed, and humiliated. He would be as good as dead, only King Saul will get to have some fun with his enemy first.
So where is the rebellion in all that? It is not unlike using money set aside as a korban or offering to God and then using it to purchase new tires for your car. After all, you need your car to drive little children to Sunday School on Sunday so it is being used for the Lord’s work. And so what, if you promised to minister at a nursing home but stayed home to watch a football game instead? You will go to the nursing home some other time. Is that really rebellion?
The word rebellion is mari from the root word marah which means to disobey or to oppose. It is also a word used for shaving. To shave something you need a razor to get a close cut. In organized sports, there is something called point shaving. Gamblers would not so much bet on which team would win but on the difference in scores between the two teams, a point spread. Then they would collude with the star player to miss out on making a few points in order to win the game by not too much or too little. In other words, to keep the score within the margins of the spread without changing who wins. It is a very deceptive subtle maneuver that only experts would be able to detect and the star player is not blowing the championship and making a few needed bucks for his next beer bash. It’s a win-win situation, and also illegal.
There is an old fable printed in 1858 in which an Arab miller allows his camel to stick its nose into his tent, then other parts of its body, until the camel is entirely inside and refuses to leave. The moral of this little parable is that it is wise to resist the beginnings of evil.
Rebellion starts with a little marah, shaving, of your obedience to God. Before long you find yourself in a situation where you really need to hear God’s voice. You really need leading from God but you find silence from heaven. You may end up like King Saul who turns to witchcraft to get some direction. Thus rebellion, mari, is as the sin of witchcraft. The word witchcraft in Hebrew is qasem which means soothsaying which is foretelling the future.
Maybe God is telling me that the old camel is sticking his nose in my tent.
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Supposedly the Amalek’s were diseased with syphilis and should’ve been obliterated. But Saul was so bright, he thought he’d keep a trophy and sacrifice sick animals to God. Just brilliant.
It scared me when I first read this because it shows people are willing to forfeit their inheritance just to have a bit of instant gratification and gravely affect those around them.
Yup… Little foxes steal the vine!
When Naomi returned to Bethlehem, she asked her friends and family to no longer call her Naomi but Mara which means “bitter.”…. Any relation between the two words? I can see that rebellion can lead to bitterness…. was it rebellion that led Naomi and Ebimilech and their family to leave Bethlehem in the days of the famine? She is definitely bitter at God for taking away her family. Maybe that is rebellion to blame God for the bad things that happen to us without evaluating how we may have brought it upon ourselves?
WHO KNOWS WHERE THE NOSE GOES?
To be sure, the camel’s nose is within all of our tents. Usually on a daily basis. It’s not that we are wanting to be disobedient, we just live in this world. And, if we are not seeing that nose, perhaps we are not offending the dark spirits. A determined righteousness offends the slothful, the lazy, the liar, the thief and all evil doers. Evil is busy 366 days a year, twenty-four seven. When you see the nose, it reminds you that they want you out of their way.
Mary means “bitter,” I know, because my name is Mary, and I am very capable of having a very bitter heart. Hebraically, Mary translates into — “Marah.” With this definition in mind, I was led to Exodus, Chapter Fifteen. You know the story — Moses leading through the wilderness, the people following, that is, until they reached that nasty Brook [heart waters] Marah [of bitterness]. And, what did God tell Moses to do? He told Moses to throw a branch in the water and the waters would turn sweet. Who is the Branch and what does He represent? Why, most know, if the Branch of Righteousness is thrown into the bitter waters of a heart, immediately, a hearts water flow into gentle, sweet lapping of Peacefulness. Boy, let me tell you, I learned this lesson the hard way. Just a tidbit from a lover of God who spends many hours in His Presence, writing down the line over line, precept over precept spiritual meanings God whispers to me. Remain still, listen quietly, He will softly whisper into your soul and give definition to your overpowering sense of rebellion. 1 Kings 19:12 “…and after the earthquake [spiritual brokenness] a [purifying] fire, but the LORD was not in the [sacrificial] fire; and after the fire a still small Voice.”
The word marah reminded me of Naomi saying “call me mara” so I looked it up. It’s different, but I wondered if the words were connected.
I found a Spurgeon sermon
That seemed to make the connection I was feeling between “bitter” and “rebellion”.
Resentment leads to bitterness, and what is resentment but a rebellion to God. When things don’t go as I believe or desire, I indeed murmur – and blame – and put myself in the judgment seat.
What has helped me is to remember: this life is a qualifying lap for my eternity. God set it up so that anyone can take the opportunity to humble themselves for His sake and be least in this world, to gain the advantage in the world to come.
Everyone has equal opportunity in that regard, so why feel bitter, or rebellious, as though God is somehow depriving me of something I think I should have?
As I think of it though, it does seem that Eve fell for that idea, that God was holding out on her. It’s the oldest trick.
Thanks Chaim.
I love your honesty. I too have followed impressions thinking I was hearing from God only to find out that I wasn’t 🥴
I guess it’s part of the training, and learning from our mistakes.
Love reading ur work
Well, that hit the nail on the head for me!
Well this certainly got me checking my heart also!!! Trembling. Does the Blood of Jesus cover rebellion??? I know I have in my past. I have sought His forgiveness for ALL my sins because they have been so many. I am going to ask Him to forgive me specifically for rebellion, using that very Word, because I think all sin is really rebellion of some sort. And I ask Him daily to forgive my sins, as I forgive others. I have also learned not to trust my own heart, because our hearts are wicked above all else and able to deceive us. My Shepherd Jesus, please lead this bummer lamb trembling at Your feet now. I need to hear Your Voice alone Jesus.
Is rebellion and disobedience the same?
Thank you for your transparency. Your thoughts on being unsure if God is speaking to you resonated deeply with me. I was so tickled!